My Mother is a Beast!

I woke up one morning to a beautiful sunny christmas eve's day. I took my dog out to pee just like any other day, and started working before I had to get ready for a christmas party that night. My mother calls saying she's ready for my to help put the groceries away. (will finish the story later) I'm at my boyfriends house after all this fighting on xmas and it was so hard to tell him what happened, because one I have trust issues, two my mother always told me I burden people with my opinions and problems and three I have told people of my mother's abuse before and all I get is people taking her side because she's a sweet talker and I can barely say what happens in events like these. I can never convey the hurt and betrayal I got from my mother but she can bright as day. It's probably because of her I'm such an introvert. I'm forced to live with her too because I have a part time job and full time school and can't move out. I pay rent at her place as well and can't even save up money to move out if I wanted too! She's takes every dime she can from me!